I’m losing you. More and more each day. You’re fading. I can’t remember little things any more. Things I used to love. They’re gone. That’s not what I wanted. I didn’t want to forget you, I just wanted to get over you. Can those not happen separately? Do I have to forget you in order to be fully over you? That’s not very fair. You were my first… everything. I don’t want to forget that. I don’t want to forget anything that came from that. But it looks like I don’t have a choice. Here I am, desperately trying to remember what your voice sounds like, and I’m failing. Such small little things like that, things I used to hear everyday, are fading. That’s so, so scary to me. But it’s happening, and you should know. I didn’t want to forget you. Honest. I’m sorry.
the high that u get after u watch a movie in a movie theater is what i LIVE for its beautiful
Lessons about Heartbreak from a Hypocrite by Megan M.